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What If
The mystery of what could’ve been,
Keeps my head turned over my shoulder,
Looking back to the images and movies,
I made up in my head,
Of you and I, of me and you,
Imagining how life could’ve been,
Had our dreams actually come true,
So here I stand, confused and lost,
Looking back to what could’ve been,
And asking myself “what if”,
Someone else came along today,
And tried to catch my eye,
But even as he hugged and kissed me,
My thoughts were of you,
The sweet way you said my name,
The tenderness and softness of your gaze,
Are what keep me up at night,
Lord knows I would have done everything I could,
To get a real chance with you,
I wish life hadn’t been so cruel,
To show me such a jewel,
To let me look at it and appreciate it,
Only to take it away before I could hold it,
I fell for your words, your voice, your stare,
The little things are what captured my heart,
So now I have no choice but to wait,
And see if life will continue to be mean,
And make me have to look away forever,
And keep that horrid question “what if?”
Ringing in my head,
Until my father calls me home.
-Dedicated
